1629 words on Grail today--just over quota, but as soon as
The more accomplished I become as a writer, and the more confident I am in my skills, the worse my drafts get. In a lot of ways, this thing I am writing looks very much like a really elaborate outline. It's full of bracket notes that say things like [show don't tell] and [make these characters' voices sound different]. I'm choosing to believe that this is because my subconscious has accepted that there will have to be heavy revisions once I figure out what the book is about, and the only way I have ever been able to figure out what the book is about is to work through it.
Sometimes I outline. Sometimes I don't. Sometimes I go back and outline stuff I've already written to see where it's going and get some distance on it. Sometimes I write out of order and sometimes I'm linear. Sometimes I scribble bits of scenes on scrap paper. There are no rules, only tactics that work or do not work.
Lately, my process seems to involve writing all sorts of sketchy things, bits and fragments and scribbles--and then later constructing a narrative out of them. This would terrify me, except I already did this on Chill and Bone & Jewel Creatures, and the final drafts of both books strike me as rather decent work.
Mean things: fears of the Other, barbarians, fretting by the phone.
- Mood:
drained - Music:Junior Brown - Long Walk Back To San Antone


Just yesterday finished reading an ARC of the new Daniel Fox book Jade Man's Skin, Del Rey, February, 2010. This is the book two of a trilogy begun with Fox's 2009 Dragon in Chains.
This is a fantasy based in a secondary world analog of Medieval China. Many readers may be familiar with Barry Hughart's brilliant Bridge of Birds as an example of Sinocentric fantasy, but where Hughart was telling a very Westernized, tongue-in-cheek story, Fox has chosen to follow a much more traditional Chinese path with the story and his characters. These books cover the range from Imperial intrigue to ocean-spanning magic to the smallest lives. Brutal, brilliant, complex and startlingly clear all at once, this series does a magnificent job of taking the reader into a culture, a time and a place that most of us have never considered.
I'm eager for the third volume, and these first two come highly recommended.
Is it:
A. Christmasses;
B. Christmases.
And can one say: the unchristmassy colours of [Hogwarts House]
or should that be:
1. un-Christmassy;
2. unchristmaslike;
3. un-Christmaslike.
Thank you so much!

My high school dorm room, Hill House, Choate Rosemary Hall, ca. fall, 1979. © 1979, 2009 Joseph E. Lake, Jr.

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Greenland's ice sheet lost 1500 gigatons of mass from 2000 to 2008 — Another liberal traitor in the global warming conspiracy.
NASA finds reservoir of water ice on the Moon! — In case you missed this. Big news!
Sunrise over DIA — A nice image from APOD.
?otD: How much up would an woodchuck upchuck if a woodchuck could chuck upchuck up?
11/14/2009
Body movement: 60 minute urban walk (San Francisco hills!)
Hours slept: 7.5
This morning's weigh-in: n/a (forgot)
Currently reading: Finch by Jeff VanderMeer
I want to start by reiterating what
I hope you will all find this a helpful, friendly and constructive 'space'. It takes a bit of courage to share your thoughts with other vidders, I know, but hopefully this is somewhere where we can all reach out to each other a bit. I'm prepared to be a dork if you are. :p And just a reminder that you are very much encouraged here to reply to other commenters, not just the original poster(s)! And you are welcome here any time--there is no 'late' in vid chats.
In the brainstorming post about this latest round of chats,
- How important is it to you that you continue to grow as a vidder?
- What does "growth" mean to you as a vidder?
- When/how/why do you feel you grew most as a vidder? What contributed to that?
- Do you feel like you hit plateaus? What do you do when you do?
- What motivates you to try something new? What motivates you to take risks?
- When are you willing to move out of your comfort zone?
- What does "growth" mean to you, as a viewer?
- How important is it to you that the vidders whose work you like continue to grow creatively?
- How have you reacted when a vidder whose work you've liked in the past takes off in a direction you didn't expect?
I'll kick things off with my own story; please share yours in comments!
( some thoughts about growing as a vidder )
So what about you? What's your sense of what "creative growth" means and how it happens?
Full Figure Plus Turns 5!
Originally posted on: Full Figure Plus
Pardon the dust folks. Full Figure Plus is in the middle of a makeover to celebrate five years of plus-size blogging. For those who are new to FFP it began as a humble blog on blogger.com November 14, 2004 with the simple goal of providing shopping links to other plus-size women and to help my plus-size bride to find comfortable affordable bras.
Fast forward to today and Full Figure Plus has gone through many changes in look but the core message has remained the same. Looking to the Internet to find stores that have the best in plus-size fashion. This Summer a chance to go to Full Figured Fashion Week gave me the opportunity to meet many of my fellow bloggers like Marie Denee the Curvy Fashionista and Belle Noir founder Aja Stubbs and caused me to pause and realize that Full Figure Plus is not about me and how the blog looks it is about you the reader and giving you the best information inthe most timely manner possible. Other things that have shaped the evolution of this blog is the sudden interest in modeling which lead to the birth of th plus-size beauty of the week.

On to the goodies. One new feature that is a part of the new Full Figure Plus is the new logo! I am excited about this becasue I have been needing to brand this blog for far to long. So tell me what you think. Second, as you can see there is a featured post section which contains five randomly selected posts from five years worth of content. The plus-size beauty of the week remains as well as the sponsors. Be sure to check out all of the merchants they are listed for your browsing pleasure.
Upcoming on Monday the current beauty of the week will be listed along with the photos of the ladies featured for the last three weeks for you to vote on to recieve a dress from IGIGI or a discount off their next purchase at IGIGI.com. The rest will remain the same bringing you the best I can find in everything plus-size. Since I am not one who gets all sentimental I will not even try to name everyone who has helped me out over the years to make FFP what it is today. Those that have helped out you know who you are. Wait their is one person I would like to thank and that is my wife Twanna. Without her support their is no way I would have been able to start let alone maintain a blog and a business many still do not understand and I have been doing the same thing for five years and plan to do it as long as Iam mentally able.
Thank you to all the readers, supporters, advertisers, lurkers and everyone else! Here is to many more years of bringing all thing plus-size to the light!
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From yesterday - still peeved at this: yet another book that looks as if it is all about let's do amused superiority at the quaint views of ye people in olden tyme, and a concept that I have seen redone several times: i.e. picking out snippets from relationship advice columns (an archetypal loo book idea, really). Am cross because there is surely an interesting book to be written on the subject, without the being condescending to the past motif.
Yet another column by yet another bloke (why is it always blokes?) about their Mystickle experiences doing some high-risk activity of enormous pointlessness (in this instance, climbing skyscrapers). Break out the codfish of Dooooom and smack him off the top of one...
Katharine Whitehorn on a survey of Britain in the 1950s in which she nails a rather significant omission from a volume of 800 pages....
In fact, the main way in which my memory differs from this account of what was actually going on is in what was happening to women. The war had opened up all sorts of jobs for women, and the educated ones, anyway, weren't ordered back into the kitchen nearly as much as American women – which is, I suppose, why the women's movement exploded so much more forcibly there. All my college friends assumed they would get married and have good jobs, and did. With full employment we weren't unduly upset when we were fired (often): there was always another one. I could hitchhike round France by myself – long before backpacking became standard – and no one thought it odd. We weren't nearly as staid as we had to pretend, and it was the great age of the bedsitter – freedom from the family at last, for some.
Kathryn Hughes reviews Elizabeth's Women by Tracy Borman. Hughes seems somewhat ambivalent, on the hand conceding that 'dressing up became a political act as well as a personal pleasure at the Elizabethan court', not to mention the privileged and politically sensitive data routinely garnered by chambermaids and laundresses, but concluding 'his approach will hardly appeal to anyone who prefers their history hard and flinty, but for those of us who like their national story clothed in a pretty frock, it is irresistible stuff'.
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After last January's humungous ice storm [see http://ozarque.livejournal.com/573430.h
In a city, we'd just have rented a motel room for the day, but where we live there are only two motels and both of them are permanently rented by local workers. So that was not a possibility. He could have taken us to my daughter's place in Fayetteville, but that would have added four hours of driving to an already-long task. That made no sense. The obvious thing to do was for Sheba and I to spend the day at Michael's mobile home, right there on our property, with all the necessary mod cons. Bathrooms. Furnace. Refrigerator. Running water. And that is what we did.
George started the job at about nine a.m., and finished at two p.m. And Sheba and I were very comfortable. We had our lunch in the refrigerator, I had plenty of stuff to read, plus my PDA with all its games. We took one of Sheba's little beds, and some of her blankets and toys, and bowls of dry dog food and water. All was well.
But it was so very strange. To be in Michael's house, surrounded by a lot of his things, made it so very hard to believe that he is gone forever. So many places where I'd seen him, so many times; I knew it was irrational, but I kept feeling as though I'd look up and he'd be there.
I had worried that Sheba might spend the day hunting for Michael, because his scent was everywhere; that would have been hard for me to watch. It didn't happen. I lay on the couch and read, and she lay curled up beside me the whole time, tucked in under one of her blankets. She wasn't any more interested in exploring and searching than I was, and I was grateful for that.
It was the adult thing to do, and it's wonderful that we now have a generator that will let us run all the electric stuff at our place if we get power outages again this year. It's wonderful that George, who wired our place himself when it was built, knows all about working with electricity and could do the job on his own.
But I am so glad that day is over.
So please lemme know if you know!
Alternatively, it would be super awesome and make my heart sparkle if you could give me some other awesome ideas for a fun holiday party. Apparently, they did karaoke last year and it was a hit, but we're not doing it two years in a row. :*(
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And this is probably a long shot, but does anyone have these boots (or any Durango boots, really) and know how the calf sizes are? Mine's about a 15-16" and I'd like to make sure those fit before I buy them.
Thanks all!

